Teetering

I wish I could,just once,write,say,or respond with more thought than feeling.

I'd like to turn every emotion I have off. I don't want to feel so much all the time...always.Im..emotive. I feel like I have no sense in my head at all for Im always sifting through my thoughts and gathering the exclamation points that fall to the bottom.

What good does it do me anyway? Would I even know myself in such a state?

It doesn't matter. I just need some harmony.

I need some balance.

Peace