Excerpts from my true feelings,2
2002-12-29
If It all seems shallow thats because Im crying and I cant seem to put it all into words. If It all seems to say nothing. thats because nothing is happening. I was holding it all together so well today. one hurtful conversation...and I started to cry so hard I couldnt breathe. where will i land if i go full speed ahead. what does that matter. I dont know. I need to drownd in love tonight. I need to be overwhelmed with it. so the realization that ive blocked the downpoor will go away. peace
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