the first five notes repeat as if to say at each breath....so there i was holding my heart in my hands...
2004-01-25
i woke up this morning at 3am...bright eyed...sleep was a stranger until i found opus 16 by rachmanioff. it is sweet and manic. it is like listening to someone open their heart....to speak of fear...and every time it stops..and starts it is like a breath being taken...until finally...the tears turn into peace...i drifted right to sleep...listening to a voice so open and poetic is so comforting. Listening to someone open up is a beautiful experience isn't it?speking of sweet and manic...i'm very upset to hear that someone i admire a great deal, spalding gray, is missing and has been so for 11 days. for the past two years,apparently, he has been batteling a severe depression. he is so precious and i hope with all of my heart he is alright.
im off to do a little shopping...
love and peace
