I move in syncopation with times overwhelming elation train station

12 hours of my day down. done and gone. and sleeplessness is enriching. and the music is felt and given only to my smoothness. centro-matic are perfect. and I owe syncope another big thank you and a really big hug.

by the way Lovely You...BDP..is my anthem. My life's theme song...:)I hug You Big

Today was dark and hostile because I am tired. Because I almost passed out at work today. and the f word slipped out of my mouth and into the air more times than I can count.

And then my mom leaves a message on my cellphone...My great uncle Victor has passed away. The last of my Nanna's family. Then RK..a friend..his Mom died.

Im done. I want off. Im serious. Ill do time in Purgatory. Ill serve wine in heaven's ditches for early admission. Ill be invisible and wait on tables in hades if I have to...

Ive reached it...here I am...

I owe this world nothing but Kindness and sometimes it gets my heel.

I don't know myself these past couple of weeks.

Im not me. I don't know me anymore.

Id like to Evaporate This Monster I Am Tonight.

the chains of your undoing are the moon to my were-ness.

I.Am.So.Incoherent.

can someone tell me what it means when my AIM icon is running???

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepyyyyy

I hope everyone is OK

Love and Peace

The Zombie live from her cold room